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life and nothing

vibrant and full of life they are while i a shadow of my former self look on in hatred that they should be so happy while i fall apart there are tears upon my cheeks blood upon my hands can't wash it off then the pain starts it wrenches my insides twisting gouging until i disappear and the colorful lively people don't see me at all i am secluded by darkness and they don't seem to care

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fightingcan anybody hear me as i cry alone wanting to smash my mirrors who tell me so many truths and lies all wrapped as one
floating through the day with pains in my stomach and heart crying still it is raining in my heart
the ugliness is twisted inside me and i sit and make those beautiful red ribbons on my wrist
that spell words that tell me its ok can i make it?
they're out having fun i sit inside and make excuses can anyone see the pleas in my eyes for help
will anyone care? will anyone listen and just hold me fighting
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looove

Mon May 14, 2007, 6:28 PM

ok i've had some depressing journal entries
it's time to get some positivity in hurrr!
i have lost 30lbs. dyed and cut my hair and gained a new perspective on life! well not really new. more like i shined a light on my negative outlook and now i think more positively! i can never go back to be a happy carefree kid but the life i've lead who can blame me? eh?
ok loveliesss sorry for my long absence!
lv!

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Current Residence: my house
Interests: languages,my cat, video games, history, books, poetry, art, funny stuff
Favourite movie: benchwarmers, we were soldiers, any disney movie, stick it, harry potter etc.
Favourite band or musician: arctic monkeys listen to them :3
Favourite artist: degas
Favourite poet or writer: robert frost
Shell of choice: broken ones/imperfect ones
Favourite game: oooooo final fantasy and kingdom hearts (1&2)
Favourite gaming platform: ps2 or psp
Favourite cartoon character: raja
Personal Quote: you whore/screw you sideways up the ass and inside out/ i want you...sexually